What a pain in the a***

So my fourth operation is booked for 14th June - only two weeks before our family holiday to Centre Parcs; typical - however it will probably be the break I need just at the right time.  The operation will consist of 5-6 injections, in my spine, full of a chemical to relive the chronic pain I am in and allow me to have a better quality of life, temporarily, for around a year. As I said  before, I don't feel I have much to lose at this point.  Things have been really tough - due to a variety of circumstances, I am verging on chronic fatigue; I can hardly move from my bed, my muscles ache, I have constant headaches and my head has started to tremor, which felt like a mild seizure, when I lie down. I have put this towards stress mostly and have vowed to step away from people and activities for the coming weeks until my surgery, unless I feel up to it, listening to my body the entire time. Its been through so much the last couple of years and has still managed to keep me standing so th